User blog comment:BCEngine/The Helping Blog/@comment-5197876-20130929201425/@comment-7060975-20131004234558

Here Here, Brighty!

You're correct- What you say can't be reversed. That's why we need to choose words wisely.

You feel like you're loosing yourself because there's somewhat of a void in you- a void we can fill with something you need. Try and find it. You're slipping, and it's because of that void. But, gaps CAN be filled back up. But all of this takes time.

If you can't find it, here's one thing you can do. (I'm about to get religious, but I've changed a bit) Acceps Jesus into your heart. You don't have to get on your knees every night and shout to the sky and beg the heavens for forgivenes. You can just breathe, sit in the quiet for a while, and have a casual, heart-to-heart chat with him. As if he's right next to you. Share your problems with him, and listen deeply. You might get the answer to your problems right there. And soon enough, you'll feel happy, healthy, and your same old self again. :)