User blog:Bluestar&Brightheart/I don't know what to do anymore.

Like the title says, I don't.

I'm not going to mention any names. I'm not, because I'm trying to be a nice person.

But it's becoming real hard.

I don't know who to trust anymore.

You people from Wikia have been my Safe Haven. This is where I can get out all my feelings.

For a long time, this was my place of escape.

I don't know anymore.

I really don't.

I'm lost in the drama, and I feel that I can't trust people here that were once my closest friends.

I don't know what to do.

I feel that so many people have changed. I've changed too, but I'm actually scared of some of you now.

You know who you are.

I've been dealing with some real shit at school lately, and when I come here, I hope for some peace.

People I can trust.

I'm not sure if that's true anymore.

How does one pissy message split friendships?

How do you think we are supposed to survive?

We are NC

We are a Clan, a family.

Why are we being ripped apart?

I'm starting to wonder if I ever should have come here.

As much as I've enjoyed companionship of people here, I'm afraid it's just not like that anymore.

I can't even tell who I can trust these days.

I'm so sorry for wasting your time with this blog.

But I feel this had to be said.

I don't know what I'm going to do.

Take a break from NC maybe?

But tha can't solve it.

I can't get away from all this.

I'm so sorry everyone.

I might be inactive for the next little bit.

I need to sort my life out.

I just have one question.

It's for the people I'm now scared of.

Are we friends?

Because I'm not sure what to do anymore.