User blog:Silverstar10/Pray.

I am horribly depressed now.

Most of you knwo the shooting in boston. I cannot believe what a sick world we live in. We cannot even go to the movies, or to school, or run a marathon for a good cause without being killed. I just can't sleep tonight knowing that there are people dying everywhere, thanks to some cruel sick people. My greatest wish is literally for world peace. But no. That won't happen. I just want EVERY. SINGLE. PERSON in the world to have a hapy life and I just want everyone to be safe. Worst part is: they were running for newton. They were doing it for a good cause, and they were killed.  It had been just a couple of months after that, and now THIS is happening? I honestly can't take it. I've already lost five loved ones this past year, and I fear for my family and that one day they will be gone. I feel sick thinking about this. I cannot stand it that people try to be normal, try to be good people, only to be killed by a horrible person. The devil has gone too far and is bringing people down day by day. It honestly makes me cry and wonder; ''Why did this have to happen? What did those people desevre to be killed?" I am sacred and confused. I have no idea what's next. I am espically scared because a gun covered in blood was found in MY younger sibling's schools just a few weeks ago. I just wish I could do SOMETHING to protect everyone from the devil..........

I will  pray for the victims. I will pray for thier families and hope they are okay. And I hope you guys do too.

What's worse, my friend is there. In Boston. My best friend. The one who stood by my side and was there for me when I went through ahrd times. I have no idea if she's alive.

Maybe this was what the Mayans predicated. Not a asteriod of solar flare, but the end of what we are. We no longer cherish life, or the other people, or even the earth or the animals or the resources put on it. War. Genocide. Abuse. Sensless mass murder. Animal cruelty. Gluttony. Greed. Waste. And lust. Look around you, the end of the world is already here.

I'm so sorry. So so sorry....

I can't take it anymore.