User blog:.Cinderflight/I dont know anymore…

I dont even know what this feeling is but… I feel as if I dont belong anymore… my former friends have all left wikia… only 3 people wished me happy birthday of which none where here… my real life friends are getting new friends… and me… I'm all alone. I dont know what to do about anything anymore…… I'm becoming depressed and I just cant handle the pressures of wikia including the ones in life… its all too much… I try to leave yet I cant… I need help but nobody is there for me… my family is splitting up even though it already has been…… its all too much… I… I… just dont know anymore… I feel like I have no need in life…