User blog comment:VladimirZayd/Please read this with open minds and hearts./@comment-15593013-20131119233505

I regret drinking and it nearly lead me to death. Yes, I was addicted, and for a very long time, I would just be entrapped with it, and sometimes, I never could even know what I was saying or doing, and I usually had a painful sleepwalk-like thing, where I would be doing things, but my eyes would be closed. I could feel and hear, sometimes see, as well, but my mind was just a puddle. I was dead to myself, and I had no self esteem, or even much control.