User blog:Brook Wolves/I'll hate myself for this...

Guys, I have no idea how to say this without mentally and physically hurting myself, but I'm leaving. No, this is not a prank, this is 100% (well, 99%) serious. Just let me state my reasons.

1.) I Have a Ridiculously Short Temper Guys, I'm afraid I'm going to snap, I truly am. I'm afraid I'm going to hurt everyone and everything just by snapping like a toothpick. I've been so scared that I tried avoiding wikia, but that bit me hard in the butt. I'm like a hurricane sometimes, and I just feel like this wiki no longer needs any more of this drama. I'm afraid to get myself banned, as well as hurting other users. I just want to hide, but it's almost impossible.

2.) My Depression Honestly, I've been very depressed. I hate myself, and I just always have suicidal thoughts. I always find myself hating something that I did in the past, and how much I've screwed up since then. I sometimes feel so depressed that I need to listen to sad songs and cry for a long, long time. I can't see myself anymore, nor can I see what good things I have done. My life has been whipping me around, and I just can't handle myself. I'm afraid to become annoying with my stories.

3.) My Jealously I don't know how to explain this correctly, but I'm very jealous of you all. I'm jealous of new users, regular users, and admins. I just feel like the treasure chest with nothing in it, and I don't see what's my purpose on this wiki anymore, I just don't, same goes for WFW. I envy all of you, I want to be all of you, you're all awesome people, and I'm just a trash bag.

4.) To Sum Up Now, I'm not going to fake suicide or tell everyone I'm going to be dead even though I won't be. I'm going to handle this maturely, BY MAKING A MOVIE ABOUT DEPRESSION AND THEN WATCH IT WITH MY FRIENDS. :3 Just because I can't see you, doesn't mean I don't love you. 02:23, December 21, 2013 (UTC)